My CK.

Miss you, CK.

I'm going to remember you forever and ever.

GyeongunGung in Korea

GyeongunGung (a.k.a. DeoksuGung)
Seoul Subway station line no.1 and no.2 City Hall exit 2, 12

Junghwajeon (Main Hall of this palace)

It was originally two-story building, but when it was rebuilt in 1906, it was constructed as a one-story building.

The ceremony of changing the guard

(수문장 교대식)

as the Main Gate, Daehanmun

TIP

http://www.palaceguide.or.kr

You can follow 우리궁궐길라잡이 in every palace where you go.

He/She will explain about the Palace well.

-GyeongunGung(DeoksuGung): every Sunday 13:00, 13:30,14:00, 14:30, 15:00 At front of DaehanMun(the main gate) It will take about 2 hours.

-GyeongbokGung: every Sunday 10:00, 11:00,12:30.13:00. 13:30.14:00, 14:30, 15:00

-and ChanggyeongGung, ChangdeokGung, Jongmyo

Chuck Close

브로콜리너마저, 앵콜요청금지

안돼요. 끝나버린 노래를 다시 부를 순 없어요.

New!

1. Read more
2. Study more
3. Listen more
4. Exercise
5. Eat less

(blank)

* All I done was just trust.
Now I know trust somebody is the most foolish act to make relationship.
Fuck you K.
You were the fucking most terrible guy I ever met and you will be the worst guy all of my life.
I can't believe you are fucking 30s. You look like 6 years old kid. You have to grow up, uh?


* When I am with him, I feel loneliness. I'm really lonely. It always makes me sad.
Yes, he is attractive enough. He is cute, sometimes pure and also sexy.
We are connected by sexual relation, that's all.
He doesn't look at me. He alwasy watches TV. He never give me hug. He never kiss.
I already knew when we started this relation.
Before I meet him, I'm really excited but after meet him, I can't stand this loneliness even I know this will be happened.
How poor! What can I do? I'm totally exhausted.
I don't know what I have to do. I can't find answers.

*Please gime me love. I really need this. I need someon who listen to me.

Back to real world

I'm coming back to real world.

It was really hard time for me.

I had to stand this but I didn't want to endure.

Yes, I'll be a normal university student again!

It's better than earning money about w100,000 everyday.

I'm ready to start again.

I'm ready to study again.

I'm ready to enjoy my life again!

Do my best and make my dreams come true!!

SeMA, young artists of Korea

SeMA, 2008
Selected eMerging Artists - Four Ways to Look at Art
28, March, 2008 ~ 15, June, 2008
Seoul Museum of Art, 2nd, 3rd Fl. Seoul, Korea

What is the modern art of Korea? These days how they look, express and explain that?
And what kind of attitudes and spirits are needed for their work?

+) These are not all works in museum.

Wideawake

January, 2008
Kyoto, Japan

To you,

Tonight, suddenly I realized I really liked him.
I'm not sure that was pure feeling or just wanting someone to love because of my situation that time. But still I like him like friends of mine.
I'm so sorry to think that I can't keep touch with him these days. I just wanted to be a good friend of him. That would be enough for me. But I missed that chance. I dont' know why. Why? I know he has already forgot about me and doesn't think of me anymore.
But he is still the most fascinating person to me.
I want to go back to that time we were friends.
I'll remember your name for a long time, maybe.. :)

blowing

Oriental Spoon

Oriental Spoon, the restaurant for asian dishes in Jamsil, Seoul.
Also you can find this restaurant in Apgujeong.
They have a lot of interesting foods we've never tried.

17th, May, 2008
with CK, Ssong and 'Kafka on the Shore' the novel of Murakami Haruki

What I have to do.

Before thinking what I want to do,

Should think what I have to do.

For my dreams, what I have to do?

1^st Read - Make indirect experiences.

2^nd Listen – Learn how to understand others and patience.

3^rd Study – Absorb everything that I faced, face and will face like sponges.

4^th Think – What is right thing? How can I make my life better? What can I do for making the world peaceful?

5^th Act – Do the right things for making the things right.

6^th Write – Try and try for expose my thoughts simply but clearly.

+) BUT! Pointless thinking is worse than no thinking at all.

These are very simple theory that everybody knows already.

But if you just think and do not act, these will be nothing. Everybody also knows that.

We have to awake every moment for doing right things for us, for the world.

And, I do, I will do.

Baram library in Jeju

http://www.nomoss.net/

'A rolling stone gathers no moss'
굴러 다니는 돌멩이는 아무 것도 얻지 못 한다.
그러나 과연 무엇을 바라고 제자리를 지킬 것인가!
우리는 마음껏 굴러 다니고 NoMoss를 얻을 것이다! :)

Park Bumjun & Jang Gilyeon


They were in Muju for a long time after pulled them from workday world for their happiness.
Now, they are in Jeju with fresh wind and blue sea. They made library for anyone. Maybe they found another happiness there. But they already knew what is real happiness.

There will be my next destination to spend my time on summer vacation of this year.

What I want to do

I’ve thought about my future a couple of months ago.

As my friends know, I don’t have any dreams. I want study too many things and I couldn’t choose my future job. But it is still true.

A few months ago, I’ve watched a program about one woman-I couldn’t remember her name- who makes a home for orphans in Cambodia and take care of them. It was really impressed to me. I’ve never thought about other people. I’ve always thought about me and I did everything only for me. I realized I have to do something someday. I don’t need to do this right now, because I’m just a student and I have to live more to experience. After then, I can do this. I don’t need to be hurry but I think I should awake everyday, every time. Yes, I want making some place for hopeless people and living with them. That is my first goal of my life. For this, I have to try very much maybe.

And today I think another goal. These days I read a lot. Not many books but I try to read book every moment. Suddenly, when I read some book, I thought I have to make library someday. Also for this, I have to earn much money. But I’m sure I can do this. It is more possible dream than first.

These two things are impossible probably. But I’ll always try to make these coming true. I’ll always awake, I’ll never sleep. I’ll not make me lazy and dull person.

I’m going to make my plans for future, study and my life to come true step by step. I already said I don’t have to be hurry. Time is enough, and I’m too young.

Even though I stopped studying, I’m working at golf club as a caddie for earn money, there are no one can help me. But I absolutely believe my abilities.

+) Also I want to study animals. And study them in Africa.

For 20’s

1. Go to Spain to study Spanish in 2009.

2. Graduate university with a good grade.

3. Complete sub-major Education of Spanish.

4. Get good grade in TOEIC, TOEFL, DELE, FLEX before graduate.

5. Buy Mac Book.

6. Tour Canada-US-countries in South America using Working Holiday visa.

7.Learn more 2 languages include French.

For all my life

1.Read books as possible as I can.

2. Make library for people.

3. Visit more 20 countries.

4. Don’t be angry.

5. Don’t be greedy.

From G.

전한울.

긴 팔다리에 사춘기성 여드름 피부, 키도 훤칠하게 큰 이 여자는 말이 참 많아.
항상 무엇이든 웃고 떠들고 바라보고 뛰어넘고 노는것으로 무엇이든 잊고 없애려 하는 건지도 모르겠다. 언제나 같은 감성으로 예술 작품을 바라보는 자세, 그것만으로도 명확해진다.
이 여자는 소위 자기말대로 컨츄리 걸인, 그래서 정면으로의 홀로서기가 미숙한 여자'아이'인 것이다.
건초 냄새가 풀풀 풍겨져 나오는 풋사과 같은 빨간머리 앤이 떠오르기도 하고.

이 여자를 주제로 놓아야 한다면 역시나 화두는 절제할 수 없는 사춘기의 외로움병이겠다.
그리하여 소녀는 습관처럼 항상 먼저 남에게 마음을 내주고, 돌돌돌 말려있는 담배같이 그들의 라이터불을 기어코 당겨내고저 한다. 혹여 스무살이 훌쩍 넘은 지금까지도, 그러다 끝까지 타오르기도 전에 바닥에 분질러 꺼진 자신의 처지를 보고 한스러워 하는 특이한 연애타입이기도 한데. 진정한 흡연가들은 1mg 으로 만족할 수 없다는 걸 모르는건지.
소녀여ㅡ 이건, 속성의 타입이기 때문에 노하우로 가능한 일이 아닌 것인데 너는 어찌 그렇게 매캐한 연애만을 원하는가.라고 말하면 이 여자는 참으로 맹한 그리고 우유부단한 표정을 짓는것이다.
나는 무엇이든 명확치 않은 것은 좋아하지 않고, 어린 아이의 성장판타지는 더욱 지지하지 않기에 별 수 없이 이마를 짚고 미간을 찡그리지만.
아 뭐 정말 별수 없는. 이 여자의 1mg짜리 속성이랄까.

하지만 소녀에게 위로를 받는 모든 이들은 으레 알고 있듯, 무지함을 넘어선 순수함에 누구든 마음을 놓게 된다.
너의 친구인 나 역시 마찬가지란다.
조금도 계산하려하지 않고 남을 해하려하지 않고 미워하려하지 않는 마음에 항상 아이같은 너를 아낀다는 것을.
그 마음에 상처투성이인 어느 순간의 나도 누군가도 편히 웃을수 있다는 걸.
이 여자의 주변인들 모두 알고 있지 않을까 싶다.

그러기에 가슴골이 깊게 파인 옷을 골라입고, 클럽 남자들 사이의 부비부비를 즐기는 너의 미묘하고도 멍청한 순수를 걱정하고 지지한다.
섹스를 즐길 순 있겠지만 마음의 터부를 드러내놓고 즐기기에는 아직 어린 너를.
여기에서 항상.
그런 마음을 가진채 웃는 순수 무지한 너의 앞으로를.

2007년 여름

남그린.

Nijo-jo, Kyoto

Japan
26, January, 2008 ~30, Janualy, 2008

27, Nijo-jo, Kyoto
snowing, cold